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I’m not going to reveal my true identity yet but maybe one day, and to be honest, i’m not sure you would like to know my true identity because i’m a pretty boring guy really, but this isn’t by choice. First of all, i’ll give you a few details on me, I’m a 21 year old male, I live in England and I am currently at Nottingham Trent university studying Wildlife conservation, but I am originally from the West Midlands.. The reason I’m such a boring person is because I suffer from depression and social anxiety; i’m not a moody person by choice, but rather by curse. I can never cheer myself up and this is not by choice as I have said before, I do some things when I am with my friends and we go out to the bar (on campus) but they are completely clueless as to why I rarely crack a smile when we go out, or for example when I say to them “I don’t want to go out tonight” all I get in response is “you’re a moody bastard”… Or one of my personal (not) favorites is “smile” =.=. That statement gets on my nerves so bad it just gets me even more angrier than I am at the time it is said by one of my friends. If I could give you a genuine smile, don’t you think that I would? Telling someone who is depressed to “smile” is like teaching someone with a broken leg how to walk, it just isn’t going to happen (unless you are impervious to pain and don’t mind damaging it a bit further). Anyway, I feel like i’m rambling on and this doesn’t even seem like a proper introduction to who I am ;S. Anyway, follow me as I talk to you about my social worries, depression and my random rages about things in general that piss me off.